My body has been acting a little strange lately, and it's getting to the point where it's a concern. I haven't been to my doctor yet due to insurance issues, but now that that's squared away I can finally go. It's only 5 weeks later than she likes to see people for the first time. I hate first visit appointments for all the not so fun stuff that goes on, but I'm relieved that I'll finally get to see her and find out what's been growing in my abdomen.
About a year after Ethan was born every now and again, I would get a small lump above my belly button about the size of a golf ball. It would get rock hard and hurt like crazy and then the next day it'd be gone and wouldn't come back for months so I'd forget about it. When I got pregnant, it started to visit me more frequently bringing weird stomach pains that would go away when the "lump" went away. The last month or so it's been getting bigger, and the last two weeks or so it's gotten huge and won't go away. I've been having shooting pains up my sides and my lump hurts something fierce. It's so big and hard now (because it rarely goes away) that I look like I'm 6-7 months pregnant and it could be the babies head or bum sticking out. The last week it's gotten so bad I have had a hard time functioning. Some days it's so bad I can't do anything unless I take some tylenol.
Tomorrow, I finally go to the doctor. I'm nervous for all the not fun stuff, but I'm relieved to finally know what's going on with me and hope that she can solve the problem quickly and maybe this pregnancy won't be so bad. The queasiness has mostly gone away and I'm not nearly as sick as I was, although I am still sick ... but without weirdo stomach pains, it would be much more manageable. I worry about what it might be, I've had dozens of theories and ideas shooting through my head sifting through possible scenarios, surgery, needles sticking out of my stomach draining some funky cyst ... to who knows what.
All I can do is hope for the best and hopefully she'll know what it is and how we can solve the problem. I pray it's nothing life threatening for either the baby or myself.
Other than that, nothing else is new. Because of stomach pains, aches and frequent visitations to the toilet to relieve my poor stomach, I am still spending most of my time on my couch. I hope that I can get out and about and enjoy the nice weather when it finally gets here.
Right now I am 14 weeks along and the baby is the size of a lemon. Moving right along! I am officially in the 2nd trimester and will find out what I am having soon!